date: Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 6:01 pm
title: Bomb!!
I always become dumbfounded when people ask me what I want to do when I grow up. I always struggle with wanting to be a pastor and at the same time a businessman. I wanted to be a rich pastor, having the ability to provide for people, care for them, love them unconditionally and make them successful people for God and for people. Because I want to have more of God in my life and share it with the others.
But I never tell people. I told them I want to be a policeman, fireman or even teacher. I was afraid that people will laugh at me. Mock at me. That my abilities won't be enough to be fulfill this dream.
However, today, I read the email pastor wrote back to me. I read like 10 over times. getting every ounce of that email. trying to memorize the phrase and keeping it deep in my heart. I dunno why but it broke something inside of me. so much that it caused such a headache for me now. while doing stuff. I am thinking about the email. the content. the discipleship. the words. the encouragement. the correction. the love. the concern. the care. behind every sentence.
I serve a great God. great pastor. great leaders great church. great cg. great people. great friends.
Nothing else can be compared.
